Trips Me Out

There's these two guys ive been seeing working out at the gym for the last 13months. They're both obvious steroid users, not that there's anything wrong with that. But what trips me out about these guys is sometimes i don't see them for like 3 weeks and then when i do see them sometimes i can't believe it's even the same guys. these guys literally shrink down to mini versions of themselves. And its even crazier because these guys arent even legit bodybuilders, they barely even got close to a small fitness model look, and then they lose what little muscle they had. It makes me think they dont know how to train properly and most likely dont know how to eat correctly. I gotta admit though it trips me out to see them shrink down and then blow back up to where they were before, and then repeat the process, over and over lol. Sometimes im literally rooting for them, hoping they will finally break their plateaus on their next cycle. In my mind im like, " common, Yooo can doo IT!!!"